This is my journal. The only place where I can be honest with myself. The only place I can be me. Somewhere where I can express my thoughts and secrets. The name on this blog is my real nickname, what my family and close friends call me. I’ll probably never share this blog with my real life friends and family members. This is my world, for me alone, the last place I have for myself.
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