Money is running out

Addiction really takes away everything. I have lost everything. Just a year ago I had everything that anyone would want. But I didn’t notice. I was busy getting high or drunk. Mostly getting drunk.

I lost my job and my confidence.  Now it’s survival. I don’t have enough money to buy a couple of packs of cigarettes.  In a day or so I will have to borrow money from my wife to buy cigarettes. I don’t know what I will do about my weed and my booze. But I guess I will borrow money for those too.

I have been trying to get a freelancing job. But it’s not easy. I applied for more than a dozen freelancing jobs on a few websites. I got a small job but no luck with others. For the one job that I did land, I have worked 3.5 hours, for a total sum of $6.90.

Can’t give  up. Need money desperately. I applying for new freelance jobs. It will be great if I could get a job that needs 20-30 hours per week with a large per hour rate.  That would be ideal.


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